bet awards, Micheal Jackson, and grown men crying

the BET awards almost made me cry..yup, i said it, i almost cried watching that sh*t… i said ALMOST.

i think it was the year anniversary of the passing of the King of Pop Micheal Jackson that might have done it. just like how my parents knew exactly what they were doing when Kennedy got assassinated  i knew exactly were i was at when i got the news that MJ had passed.

i was serving a sentence in an upstate penitentiary when the news splashed across all news channels and it was there i was left in a state of disbelief for after all, this was the man who inspired me to pursue music in the first place.

when i used to watch all those old shows featuring the Jackson 5 i always imagined as a young child that i too can do that, that i too can dance and sing into the hearts of millions. although i eventually pursued rap i still get the same feeling whenever i watch them old shows..

now fast forward to a year later and here i am free in the world doing what i had always dreamed(somewhat)

watching the BET awards the annavesary of MJ passing was bitter sweet

there of course was the tribute by Cris Brown, prolly the best non performance performance on record. the EMOTION alone performing “Man in the mirror”  trumped even the lyrics themselvs ive never quite seen a tribute like it

it was nice to see El Debarge go up there and falsetto the ladies panties off once again

and maybe i was a bit too drunk at the bar watchin the show(and distracted by some beautiful women i might add) but i could have sworn queen latifa iz coming out with another rap album and i dont know what exactly was goin on with the cleo thing

my wife Alisha Keys i discovered is hella pregnant and cheating on me with some dude named swiss but her performance was awsome

i love my girl Keysha Cole but i think she f*cked up B.O.B‘s song “airplanes” (wha?? BET not tryin to have that lil white girl Hayley Williams do her thing??damn)

and who could forget the prince tribute..i wonder what he gon do wit them shoes

but anywayz i know there were a whole bunch of other performers doin therething that night i just really aint pay too much attention (jealous maybe)

i just know i better get my game up if im fit to be on that mutha f*cka in the near future